COMFORT

The pieces of heart shattered around me,
Pieces of glass shards lying around...
I looked around for comfort,
The only image i saw was fading away...
I ran after it,
The shards slice through my flesh,
I feel each shard attaching itself to me...
I want to relief myself from this pain...
But if i stop,
I’ll lose my last comfort forever...
I kept running,
My legs are failing me,
Perhaps I’m losing more blood,
I fell on the hard ground,
A sharp pain i felt,
Piercing through my vein,
I wonder who placed them here,
I need relief...
I looked up searching...
Will anyone be there?
To comfort me

LIGHT AFTER THE STORM

LIGHT AFTER THE STORM

The world seem dark,
I’m waiting.
Under the only lamp post,
The sole survivor of the harsh storm,
Standing strong on its own will,
Bringing light to those who need it,
Till the last of its light goes out,
Here i stand,
Waiting for her...
She who brought warmth into my heart,
She who made me feels important,
She who crippled me with fear,
Of falling in love again,
Her smile that heals my pain,
Her dominant kisses that reminds me,
To keep living through the harsh times,
Warmth of her soul,
Scent of her weaving dark hair,
Touch of her smooth bright skin,
Reminding me of,
How i miss her...
How i want her...
How i need her...
HOW I LOVE HER...

A single word disaster

A single word disaster,

For one it’s an endless supply of misery,

For others it’s a token of happiness,

For you it might be everything,

But for me what could it be?

She reaches deep down my worthless soul,

Brought me to light,

And showed me the world,

Beyond the deep ocean of loneliness i drowned in,

The ocean that suffocates the hope out of you,

It has been this way,

Ever since that faithful day,

All i dream of is losing you,

The pain torments me from the bottom of my heart,

This feeling i speak of,

Comes from a disease i suffer,

LOVE...

Rusted chains and distracted ray

Rusted chains and distracted ray

Once again i saw the bright light,
The light that missed my miserable existence,
I was overjoyed to be at its presence once again,
But the light ray seems to be distracted,
I felt happy and yet mold,
At what cost?
The path that leads to future lies ahead,
But i seem to be bound to the past that i took,
Bound by the rusting chain of past,
Will i ever be free to carry on my journey?
Only time will tell..
I know you will be there,
But will i ?

HAVEN'T SLEPT

HELLO.....FELLOW HUMANS OUT THERE....
I just realized something.... I HAVEN'T F**KING SLEPT IN 2 DAYS.....
YEAH ... 2 F**KING DAYS....
i know..i know...you guys probably think that im being fagg whining about it...or how you haven't slept since you were born...BUT LIVE IT THAT...im actually not whining...just bored...
wow...by the way, this is my first ever post about my f**ked up life....sweet...im turning into one of those bloggers ...

I JUST CREATED A NEW FORUM

I was so bored that i created a forum...a forum cant go viral on its own..so i need the viewers help here...PWEEEZE !!!

CLICK HERE TO GO THERE....DONT WORRY...ITS NOT INFECTED WITH ANY VIRUS...

The Script - Live Like We're Dying ( Lyrics + download )

The Script Live Like We're Dying Lyrics:


Sometimes we fall down and can't get back up
we're hiding behind skin that's too tough
how come we don't say I love you enough
till it's to late, it's not too late

Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come
we could make a feast from these crumbs
and we're all staring down the barrel of a gun
so if your life flashed before you
what would you wish you would've done

Yeah... gotta start
lookin at the hand of the time we've been given here
this is all we got and we gotta start pickin it
every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
gotta live like we're dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live like we're dying

And if your plane fell out of the skies
who would you call with your last goodbyes
should be so careful who we live out our lives
so when we long for absolution
there'll no one on the line

Yeah... gotta start
lookin at the hand of the time we've been given here
this is all we got and we gotta start pickin it
every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
gotta live like we're dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying oh-- like we're dying [x2]

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live -- like we're dying

We never know a good thing till it's gone
you never see a crash until it's head on
all those people right when we're dead wrong
you never know a good thing till it's gone

Yeah... gotta start
lookin at the hand of the time we've been given here
this is all we got and we gotta start livin it
every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
gotta live like we're dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying oh -- like we're dying [x2]

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live like we're dying
live like we're dying
[Fade out]

download link here:
http://rapidshare.com/files/303261288/Live_like_were_dying.mp3.html

DOTA FOR NOOBS

DUDES OUT THERE..IF U R A NOOB AT DOTA..I GOT JUZ THE THING 4 U ...
IF U FOLLOW THIS..IM SURE PPL WILL THINK U R A PRO EVEN THOUGH U R NOT..
U TOTALLY SHOULD USE TAKNER HEROES LIKE TIDE HUNTER,SKELETON KING, AND MY FAVOURITE HERO " AXE "

BELOW HAV PICTURES OF ME USING THOSE HEROES TO KILL...
REMEMBER THE ITEM THAT I USE...*REMINDER: THE ITEMS ARE NOT A OFFICIAL ITEMS FOR THIS HERO, IF U USE OFFICIAL ITEMS IN A LADDER MATCH OR TOURNAMENT, U'LL TOTALLY GET UR ASS KICKED...TRUST ME..*

1.TIDE HUNTER
- 2 BATTLE FURY ( PERSEVERANCE AT EARLY GAME )
- 1 BLACK KING BAR
- 1 SATANIC ( HELM OF DOMINATOR AT EARLY GAME )
- 1 BOOTS OF TRAVEL ( PHASE BOOT AT THE EARLY GAME )
- VANGUARD ( IMPORTANT FOR TANKERS )
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2.SKELETON KING
- VANGUARD
- BOOTS OF TRAVEL ( PHASE BOOTS AT EARLY GAME )
- SATANIC (HELM OF DOMINATOR AT EARLY GAME )
-HEART OF TRANSSIQUE *I DONNO HOW TO SPELL IT*
-BDK ( BURIZA -SOMETHING -SOMETHING )-*TO INCREASE THE CHANCES AND CRITICAL*
THE LOTHAR EDGE IS JUZ FOR FUN..DON BOTHER BUYING IT..

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NOW MY FAVOURITE ... AXE
ITS REALLY EASY TO USE THIS HERO...
JUZ REMEMBER THESE THINGS...
1. PLAY BACKDOOR CAUSE HE IS A EASY FARMER
2. LEARN TO USE SKILL WITH TIMING
3. BUY A LOT OF ITEM THAT INCREASES HIS LIFE AND STRENGTH

THE ITEMS ARE REALLY EASY..U CAN USE ACCORDING TO WHAT HERO U GOING AGAINST...
AXE
-VANGUARD ( A MUST HAVE ITEM )
-SATANIC ( IF U WANT...BUT I USE IT BACAUSE OF ITS LIFE STEAL ..HELM OF DOMINATOR AT EARLY GAME )
-HEART OF TRANSIQUE ( DON'T KNOW HOW TO SPELL IT )
-BDK ( BURIZA-SOMETHING-SOMETHING ) *A NOTE-IF U BUY THIS ITEM, A DIVINE RAPIER IS A MUST..LOOK AT THE CRITICAL POINT DAMAGE *
-DIVINE RAPIER
-BOOTS OF TRAVEL ( PHASE BOOTS AT EARLY GAME )

CHECK OUT THE PICTURES BELOW...

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NOTE THAT THIS IS AI BATTLE..SO ITS HARDER TO FIGHT THEM..IF ITS HUMANS, THEY WONT ABANDON THEIR TEAM MATE CAUSE THEY SCARED OF GETTING BOOED..SO ITS HARDER TO KILL AI HEROES CAUSE THE DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THEIR PARTNERS..THEY RUN AWAY AS SOON AS THEY THINK THEY ARE IN DANGER..SO DONT EVEN THINK OF CALLING ME A NOOB...*NOOB*..

emo poem...IS IT POSSIBLE?

IS IT POSSIBLE?

i was worried,
the way others treated you,
i was sure to ive the respect you deserve,
but i guess someone else took my place,
to serve you with love
i serve myself with agony,
is this what i wanted?
love struck me in split seconds,
you never even knew my heart,
as fate broke it,
if you are truely the one that i need,
i'll fight for your trust and love,
will you give me the chance?
the change that i need in my life?
will you share your happiness and your sorrow ?
will you let me love you?
will you love me??

EMO-the cutting,my scars

the cutting,my scars

I always see them
They are always there
like they are taunting me
I cant stop
the cutting, my scars

Its so addicting
I want the hurt to be physical
And make the emotinal stop
I want to scream i want to shout
the cutting,my scars

Why do this to my self
People just dont understand
But i need to escape
To get away
the cutting,my scars

ANIME REVIEW - Please Teacher/onegai teacher

THIS ANIME IS LIKE ABOUT SOME DUDE WITH NERD SPECTACLES WHO HAVE A DESEASE CALLED "STAND STILL" WHICH IS OF COURSE FAKE IN REAL WORLD...MEETS AN ALIEN WHO IS HIS TEACHER...(WTF..ITS ALREADY WEIRD IN THE BEGINNING) SO, HE GOES THROUGH A LOT OF TROUBLE AND END UP GETTING MARRIED TO THAT ALIEN AND PROBLEMS START TO COME ONE BY ONE....(DUDE THAT'S SO WEIRD)
SO HE WILL GO THROUGH A LOT OF SHITS JUZ TO AVOID "STAND STILL" (WEIRD
NAME..ITS LIKE HE IS ASKING SOME THING TO STAND STILL...WHEN IT NEVER MOVE) AND FINDS ONE OF HIS FRIEND HAVE THE SAME DISEASE TO ...SO HE WILL BREAK OFF WITH THE ALIEN TO COUPLE WITH THE GIRL WHO IS FRIEND OF THE PERSON WHO HAS THE DISEASE TOO..TO AVOID HER FROM GETTING ONE (WEIRDER AND WEIRDER IT GETS...THIS IS CO CONFUSING ) "THE DISEASE ATTACKS A PERSON WHEN THE PERSON IS IN STRESS OR OTHER STRESSFUL STUFFS"
AND END UP GETTING ATTACKED HIMSELF..(WHAT AN ASSHOLE ) AND END UP COUPLING WITH THE ALIEN....

THIS IS SO CONFUSING..U JUZ GO WATCH THAT ANIME AND YOU WILL KNOW THE STORY ...

VIEWERS RATING :3 1/2 STARS
RECOMMENDED...

є๓๏ - I loved you so

I loved you so

You played with my emotions like it was a game.
Little do you know things will never be the same,
Tonight i broke down feeling very alone,
Just me and the blade no one else was home,
I called you crying, told u i loved you then hung up the phone,
u raced to my house just a minute to late,
Found me lying in blood my heart had no rate,
you glaced over in tears as you saw my last note,
And this is what i wrote,
"I loved you so you never knew my heart was broke because of you"

є๓๏ - Alone

Alone

all alone
in a world of joy
your all alone
sad and alone
no one see's you
your invisible
they dont care
no one does
your all alone
in a world of pain
and you see nothing
nothing that makes sense to you
everyone around you

є๓๏ - Heartbreak

Heartbreak

show the inside of my mind
dark dead and broken
show the inside of my heart
broken bleeding and gone
no one cares
its all over
love is lost
say no more.....

ANIME REVIEW - Myself Yourself

Myself Yourself

THIS IS ANOTHER FREAKIN ANIME RECOMENDED TO U..IF U R BORED AND WANNA WATCH A SHORT ANIME...
THIS ANIME IS A 13 PART ROMANCE/DRAMA ANIME..
THIS ANIME STORY LINE IS REALLY EASY GOING SO U DON'T HAV TO BE CONFUSED IF U WATCH THIS ANIME..

A KID WHO LEAVED THE VILLAGE TO GO TO THE TOWN TO STUDY RETURNED TO THE PLACE HE WAS LIVING B4...BECAUSE OF HIS PROBLEMS IN SCHOOL IN THE TOWN AND THE BULLYING THING...BUT THE TWIST IS BETWEEN A GURL (CHILDHOOD FRIEND OF HIS) AND HIM AND THE STRUGGLE TO BE TOGETHER AND UNDERSTANDING THINGS...THIS GIRL HAVE A DARK PAST BTW...AND THEY FACE A LOT OF PROBLEMS AND OTHER STUFFS TILL THEY GROW UP AND ALL....THE WHOLE STORY GOES "laalacoocoo" (CRAZY) BUT U WOULD ENJOY IT...

RATINGS : 4 STARS
http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=B5C5C7A9F17AB0CA

R.I.P MICHAEL JACKSON (August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009)

A LEGEND WHO DIED AND ONCE AGAIN TOUCHED MANY'S HEART..
HE WILL FOREVER BE THE KING OF POP..AND LIVE FOREVER IN OUR HEART..
YOU LIVED AND FIGHTED THROUGH-OUT YOUR LIFE...STRUGGLING TO BE ON THE TOP..AND FACED A LOT OF ROMOURS AND PROBLEMS BRAVELY...NOW YOU MAY REST IN PEACE..

YOU LIVE IN YOUR FAN'S HEARTS FOREVER AS THE KING OF POP



PAYING MY DEEPEST RESPECT TO YOU...
MICHEAL JACKSON
( August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009 )
A SAD MEMORY..

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EMO QUOTE OF THE MONTH

-PEOPLE RUNS OUT OF OF TEARS,BUT WHY THEY DON'T RUN OUT OF SADNESS ?

-IF WORLD IS FAIR,WHY DO HEART BREAKS BUT IT ONLY HURTS MENTALLY?

-IF LOVE IS A GIFT,WHY CAN'T I RETURN THE PAIN THAT THE LOVE BRINGS?

-WHEN PEOPLE STRIKES YOU DOWN, YOU ONLY CRY IN PAIN, BUT WHEN LOVE STRIKES YOU DOWN, YOU LITERALLY BREAK BOWN TO PEICES.

-LOVE ~ AT YOUR OWN RISK !

~EMO~NATION~
(~DJ~) WINGZ

THOUGHT OF THE DAY

DON'T BE DECEIVED BY FALSE LOVE FORM TRUE LOVE..
FALSE LOVE GOES SMOOTHLY-EVERYTHING WILL SEEM TO BE A~OK..4 A WHILE...BUT YOU WILL START TO WONDER AND CONFUSION WILL START TO RUIN YOUR HEART..U WILL IS YOU R DOING THE RIGHT THING..BUT YOU WONT FEEL LIKE U HAVE PEACE..
TRUE LOVE WILL USUALLY CAUSE YOU TROUBLE A LOT..RELATIONSHIP WOULD SEEM LIKE LIKE ITS NOT WORTH IT..BUT IF YOU TRY YOU'LL HAVE A NEED 4 HOLDING ON TO THE RELATIONSHIP NO MATTER WHAT ...IN THE END YOU WILL BE HAPPY....
I TELL THOUGHTS AND IDEAS FROM MY OWN EXPERIENCE AND ALSO OTHERS..
IF YOU BELIVE WHAT YOU R DOING IS RIGHT..HOLD ON TO IT...