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Saturday, October 16, 2010

He Who Wishes ...

The eyes
Cold and isolated
The looks of  desperation
Searching for directions
Where would he find ?
For he stands among the darkness
Or so the thinks
He walks down the pavement
Emitting emotionless concrete walls
Surrounding him
Hoping for a miracle
A miracle to disintegrate the bricks
The warm ray of the solar
To penetrate through the holes
To touch his skin
Embrace him 
To ensure him happiness
Happiness that lasts longer

"HE WHO WISHES TO BE LOVED"
"HE WHO WISHES TO BE CARED"
"HE WHO WISHES TO BE SAVED"

He waits ..

Friday, July 23, 2010

What hurts the most

Did some decision unwillingly cause its better to have a broken heart than breaking someone's heart ...


" why do we cry and unwillingly say goodbye "

Guilt ...
The only conscious ...
Swelling within me ...
Nights after nights ...
Trials after trials .. 
Obstacles after obstacles ...
Where did we stand ?
I was to be blamed ,
Once again ..
Happiness I couldn't give ...
Love I couldn't share ...
Harsh ?
Objective of us was you ,
But blames were taken by me ...
Harsh ?
Words I shared ?
Hurting you never was my intention ,
Clarify was the purpose ...
Harsh ?
The reason was your actions ,
But blame was on me ?
Happiness ,
I couldn't made you feel ...
It was clarified ,
By You ...
For here i stood ...
Waiting for you ...
To notice my real existence ...
Not a mirror image ,
Of fake laughter ...
My true existence ...
Love me for who i truly am ...
Can't you see ?
The sole purpose ,
For you to open your eyes ..
Look through me ...
And love me !
Not the fake laughter ,
You fell in love with ...
What hurt the most ,
You truly believe the fake laughter ,
Is the real me ...
Whats left to do ... 
Is to hurt myself then hurt you ...

" why do you refuse to believe in me ? "

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Suppress

Pretend ..
The hidden feelings,
You share for me,
The warmth of your presence,
Cruel girl...
You casted this curse ,
Upon me...
Mercilessly...
Cold-heart..
And left me to suffer..
The harder i try,
The more you deny...
I love you,
I said...
You hate me,
You reply ..
But still you share a warm and gently kiss,
Melting my soul..
Holding on to me..
And yet...
Denying your true feelings...
Do i deserve this torture ?
All that remains for me,
Are these feelings i suppressed ,
Feelings that are denied ...

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Love