LIGHT AFTER THE STORM

LIGHT AFTER THE STORM

The world seem dark,
I’m waiting.
Under the only lamp post,
The sole survivor of the harsh storm,
Standing strong on its own will,
Bringing light to those who need it,
Till the last of its light goes out,
Here i stand,
Waiting for her...
She who brought warmth into my heart,
She who made me feels important,
She who crippled me with fear,
Of falling in love again,
Her smile that heals my pain,
Her dominant kisses that reminds me,
To keep living through the harsh times,
Warmth of her soul,
Scent of her weaving dark hair,
Touch of her smooth bright skin,
Reminding me of,
How i miss her...
How i want her...
How i need her...
HOW I LOVE HER...

A single word disaster

A single word disaster,

For one it’s an endless supply of misery,

For others it’s a token of happiness,

For you it might be everything,

But for me what could it be?

She reaches deep down my worthless soul,

Brought me to light,

And showed me the world,

Beyond the deep ocean of loneliness i drowned in,

The ocean that suffocates the hope out of you,

It has been this way,

Ever since that faithful day,

All i dream of is losing you,

The pain torments me from the bottom of my heart,

This feeling i speak of,

Comes from a disease i suffer,

LOVE...

Rusted chains and distracted ray

Rusted chains and distracted ray

Once again i saw the bright light,
The light that missed my miserable existence,
I was overjoyed to be at its presence once again,
But the light ray seems to be distracted,
I felt happy and yet mold,
At what cost?
The path that leads to future lies ahead,
But i seem to be bound to the past that i took,
Bound by the rusting chain of past,
Will i ever be free to carry on my journey?
Only time will tell..
I know you will be there,
But will i ?

HAVEN'T SLEPT

HELLO.....FELLOW HUMANS OUT THERE....
I just realized something.... I HAVEN'T F**KING SLEPT IN 2 DAYS.....
YEAH ... 2 F**KING DAYS....
i know..i know...you guys probably think that im being fagg whining about it...or how you haven't slept since you were born...BUT LIVE IT THAT...im actually not whining...just bored...
wow...by the way, this is my first ever post about my f**ked up life....sweet...im turning into one of those bloggers ...