The Story Of The Moth

a moth,
not fit to be anywhere,
can't be understood,
won't be understood ,
because of all the friction,
between the thoughts,
couldn't fly higher,
couldn't spread its wings,
without hesitation,
"ugly wings"
they say ...
why?
it asked its maker...
he gave the little ugly moth a reply,
one word revolution,


"IGNORE"

he said ,
why bother responding?
all the world does,
humiliate you ..
insulting you ..
there are beauty within you,
you get it,
you understand...
its enough to get you through ..
all you have ,
2 weeks of life,
death will not disappoint you ,


the maker's words were such a serenade for the moth's ears ...
he knew someday he'll find peace...
so he spread his wings wings ,
proudly ...

and flew away ....

Mask of illusion

A mask you wear,
it hurts the most,
a mask full of unreality,
fake emotions everywhere,
"do you find it interesting?"
pulling me into your world,
and discarding me away,
its a routine,
i fool i am ,
failure who can't forget,
can't forgive the cracks in my own world ..
there used to be more to you,
all that's left is uncertainty..
do i get to blame?
or do i suffer ,
bury all deep withing my tattered heart..
that's all left in my soul,
emotions ...
there are solutions?
are there any reality?
is this me ?

RESOLUTION for PEACE

" tears rolls down like razor blade,
  no its not yours to blame,
  its me..
  or is it you ...? "

every second in my past,
every moments in my present,
every day in my future,
predictable?

"i'll breathe till my last moment"

 thats all i can say,
not predictable at all,
but tears never lie,
indications of sorrow,
predicts brighter future
or the merciless sorrow,
flowing your tired pale skin.
tired of living,
afraid of emotions ,
love is no longer a solution ...
it is the source of the torture
the only resolution

"BLEED"

for every memories ,
for every moments scarred me,
worth nothing but my blood,
warm stream,
red river,
bleed till my tears run out,
bleed till you feel lighter,
no remorse..
no love..
i'm just someone who deserves it,
just like someone,
death welcomes us to eternal peace ...

DISTRESS FEELING

this feeling ....

excruciating displeasure i feel ..

the torturing truth it brings,

feeding on my misery,

fueling on my darkness,

deceived by the fade,

the illusions ..

what everyone would kill to gain,

something I'd kill to loose,

why do you indicate ,

the dark fate stalking me,

let me live in denial ..

never show me ..

i want to feel emotions ,

i don't want to be emotionless,

till the day i die,

the best memories i had,

locked away,

the distress it gives ,

I just want to die,

to lie on the bed of eternal sleep,

I don't want to feel this anymore,

no more pain,

no more suffering,

no more hope,

no more love ,

no more ..

NO MORE ....

Ignored - emonation

Ignored

Bricks by bricks …

Building hope and trust ..

Within you …

Promises after promises ..

I made to build trust..

Broken down..

Ignored ..

By the one who gave me hope to change..

I deserve it ..

No one could read what runs on my mind

Then can interpret …

All they can do is interpret…

I want to change ..

For the better …

But its no longer about me is it …

rectitude is something no one would believe ..

I made it this way…

misstep .. simple misstep was all I needed …

no one understands ..

I can’t blame anyone for what I became ..

An emotionless traveler …

All I am is not worth anything ..

All I am is ..

IGNORED …

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EMOTIONLESS

all i ever do is a mistake to you ,
how can someone be this blur ,
not bothered ?
such a wonderful expression..
did i never ask you what you want?
did you ever opened up to me?
did you ever thought of your mistakes?
did you ever asked me what is bothering me ?
i know i did ...
did i ever told you what i dislike?
did i ever not try to make you happy?
did i ever told you i'm hurting because of you?
did you ever tried to think what is the source of the "mistakes" i make?
im the one to blame?
im the one to be ignored ?
once there were love and friendship between us,
friendship vanished long time ago,
love fading away day by day ...
you canstart a conversation with anyone,
but you can't talk with me ?
what am i? an emotionless container?
maybe i was , mabe i changed,
not for better ,
i see that now ...
emotionless creep is all i'll ever be..
i tolerated a lot of major issues..
you couldn't tolerate a small crack in the mirror?
i'm not comparing ...
i'm stating the fact ....
if this isn't clear ...
HAIZ ... that's all i can say ...
how you make me happy and frustrated at the same time...
EMOTIONLESS

Quotes of the week

Didn't Even Thought Of Exploring The World Behind My Wall ? ... Won't YOU Take A Look ...? Maybe YOU'LL Understand Someday ... I'll Take The Blame For Now ....

遗憾 ...沉默...黑暗...无情...这就是我...以为我能微笑 ...我想你已证明我错了... (... Silent ... Dark ... Emotionless ... This Is Who I Am ... Thought I Could Smile Without Regret ... I Guess I'm Proven Wrong ... )

 

 

humanoid = NOVIN ( human + paranoid )

 

THE INVISIBLE WALL

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No human is the same as ME!: ONE tribe

No human is the same as ME!: ONE tribe


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