Not Alone - Finally

Gazing upon the sky ...

Witnessing the Blossoming ...

Of the bright sparks ...

Forming an artificial flower ...

Spreading gracefully ...

Throughout the night sky ...

Standing among the walls ...

Of the fortress I built ...

A fortress of isolation ..

Built by by you and I ..

Bricks by Icy bricks .. 

Days by boring days ..

But content .. 

I am ..

Reason ?

Your are here ...

Within these walls ...

Fortress of Isolation ...

A realm separated  ...

From the eyes of the world ...

With me ..

You are..

Taiga ♥ Ryuuji

Aid For Her Pain

Crawling ...

The surface of our sins ...

The leftovers ...

Of the destruction ...

Caused by foolishness of degenerates ...

She screamed ...

She cried ...

She whimpered  ...

Hoped for a Saviour ...

A chosen soul ..

Who failed  ...

Never came to the aid ...

An aid well needed by her ...

Well deserved by her ..

Innocent life she nurtured ...

Went amiss ... 

Extinct ...

She begged for them ..

To stop ..

To show mercy ..

Threats too..

They never acknowledged .. 

She who suffers ..

Earth ...

Save Her ..

Or crawl among our sins ...

Decision is yours ....

Broken Tale Of Mine - Justice?

Scared ,

Once again ...

Took me on ...

With an invisible blow ...

To strike me down ..

Once again ..

Betrayal ...

Forbidden emotions ?

She ..

God's menion ...

Assigned to strike me down ...

Within me ...

A so called invinciblity ...

A mere fool I am ...

Leaving my agis of immortality ..

Standing vulnerable ...

Between the marksmens ...

Ambushed ...

By the minion of god ...

The wall I broke ..

Upon request of her ...

She ...

The soul I cared the most ...

Lifted her holy dagger ...

And proceed to stab me ...

Till a piece of my tainted heart ...

Fell into million little precipitate ...

Yet a fool I am ..

Never stopped hopping ...

While she stayed up ..

On her holy throne ...

demanding more ...

The tainted soul I am ...

Gave her all I am ...

Cheerful ...

I can't be ...

There were many wound ...

Left untreated ...

As I tend my wounds ...

Yet ...

She inflicted more pain ...

She broken my soul ...

Particle by particle ...

Ripped love out of me ...

Lelf me standing ...

Stranded ... Waiting ...

For the answer I desire ...

Why ...

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Who worries , but me ..

Numb ..

Visions and choices ..

Showed me once ..

Pain  ..

Corroding my heart ..

Love  .. 

Wishful thinking ..

We were here ..

We were there ...

All that remains  ..

Are memories  ..

Of a sudden disappointment ..

Lost of warmth ..

Memories formed a blade ..

Razor-sharp object ..

Soaring around my heart ...

Connecting its sharp fingers ..

To the raw flesh ...

Surrounding my shattered heart ...

Slicing every resistance in its way ...

Scorching pain ...

Who worries  ...

But me ...

Pain I feel ...

Only pain I feel ...

Fade away

Fade away ...
All I need now ...
To fade away ...
Never to be found  ...
Again ...
Never again ...
Would I hurt any being ,
Torture their sanity ,
I shall seal my faith ...
Into the dark sky ,
Across the universe ,
Where never to be found ..
Again ...
For what left of me ...
Darkness ,
Evil deeds ,
Blame and tears ,
A convict who escaped trial ...
Nothing more ...
Just a torso ,
Empty and incomplete ...

Truly belongs

The night ...

As fresh as ever ..

Dark sky ...

Glimmering moonlight ...

Shine across the meadow ...

Kissing the wax-coated leaves ...

Dancing above ...

The greenness of earth ...

As graceful as ever ..

A sight to die for ..

Lying among the glowing fortress ..

Leaving an invitation ..

Into a deep slumber ..

I refused ..

To ignore "THIS" ...

The beauty surrounding me ..

Worth a million words ..

Shouldn't be missed ..

By any living soul ..

The night life  ..

Starts their melodious concert ..

Indulging my thoughts ..

If I were to be ..

In this graced dreamland ..

I wish never to be waken  ...

For this is where ...

My heart truly belongs ...

( A POEM DEDICATED TO NOVEL  "The Lotus Eater by W. Somerset Maugham" )

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I Kept Asking

Move away ...

Says my mind ...

Says ? Not quite right ..

Screaming ...

Better description ..

I ...

Out of words to describe ,

My vocabulary ...

Limited it seems ...

The only way ,

The Absolute one and only way ...

To express ...

Emotions "CAGED" up within me ,

In the depth of my soul ,

A hollow dark surrounding ...

Where my emotions resides ..

Without any light intensity ...

Without any form of living soul ...

The only existence ,

Are my emotions ...

Unable to attain peace ,

Or any form of calmness ...

Why ? I kept asking ,

Asking who ...?

I wonder ...

Emotions / Void

Ever haunting thoughts ,

Memories of you ...

Surrounds the path I desire ..

The path I walk ...

As if binding ropes sealing ...

My scared soul ..

Reminding me ...

Haunting me ...

Every movement I take ...

Bound to slice me ...

Furthermore ...

Trapping me ...

Confiscating my opportunity ...

 To soar high ...

Locking me deep inside ...

Of this Void ...

Void of illusion and darkness ...

A dreamland of you ...

Tormenting me ...

Restless ... 

~ HEAVY ...! ~

Destructed Trust

Trust ,
Certitude ...
Broken , demolish, forsaken ...
Into the dept of jealousy ..
resentfulness ...
A single stone by a single stone ..
Sweat and tears ...
Built the warm cell ...
Of trust and certitude ..
But sadly ...
Went to waste ...
All of it ..
All that took ,
Is seconds of nothing ..
Simply nothing ..
As I kept my effort  ..
And continuously tried ...
You took it ,
As if a play toy ,
And shattered it ...
Not once ,
But countless times ...
All left in my conscious ...
A broken bond ,
Raging anger ,
Endless fatigue ,
And overwhelming tiredness ...

In The Midnight

Standing here ...

Alone ?

Stared down the aisle...

Among the pitiful darkness ...

A tower ,

Standing rather tall ...

And mighty posture ..

Signifying it's greatness ..

But to adversity ...

It shows nothing but the rhythm we follow ...

" Time "

Or to call it a highway ...

Highway of endless surprises ...

As I wondered ...

I stared at the mighty tower ...

My vision were hazy ..

By the sudden mist ...

Formed around me ..

Stimulating a particular feeling ...

Tingling sensation ...

Dancing graciously throughout my skin ...

I hear the sound of the deadline ..

The day has come to an end ...

As the new beginning rose ..

The creatures of the night ..

Have their midnight stroll ..

My vision was slowly repairing itself ...

As my view came clear ...

The direction I gazed upon ...

Had left me in awe ..

what a elegant beauty ...

a maiden ...

...

For my vision was still comprehending the situation ...

As the mist danced around us..

I gawked in her direction ..

The maiden surrounded ..

By mysterious wisps ...

Glowing in the darkness ..

Gracefully obeying her intentions ...

She must be an angel ..

For all I could see ..

The wild beauty ..

The untold prophecy ...

She must have been ..

Of an "angelic" figure ...

Elegantly dancing ..

With the mother nature herself ...

There I stood ...

Once again ...

Drafting into my thoughts ..

What a wonderful world ...

This must be ...