When you were gone

Tainted soul,
Denied love,
Oo you feel the pain,
I endured all ,
For the only prized possession,
For a loved heart,
You gave me everything,
You taught me to care,
You taught me to love,
But why,
Why did you build the wall,
The wall that separates me from you,
The wall that seperates my world from your heaven,
All thats left is my memories ,
And what was taken away from me ,
Traces of love,
Particles attached to the walls of my heart,
All that belongs to me is this ..
You went away,
Leaving a tattered soul,
To die on the pavement ..

WHY?

lyrics :
where are we?
what the hell is going on?
the dust has only just begun to form
crop circles in the carpet
sinking feeling

spin me round again
and rub my eyes,
this can't be happening
when busy streets a mess with people
would stop to hold their heads heavy

hide and seek
trains and sewing machines
all those years
they were here first

oily marks appear on walls
where pleasure moments hung before the takeover,
the sweeping insensitivity of this still life

hide and seek
trains and sewing machines (oh, you won't catch me around here)
blood and tears (hearts)
they were here first

Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say?
Mmmm that it's just what we need
you decided this
whatcha say?
Mmmm what did she say?

ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut outs
speak no feeling no I don't believe you
you don't care a bit,
you don't care a bit

(hide and seek)
ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut outs

(hide and seek)
speak no feeling no i don't believe you
you don't care a bit,
you don't care a (you don't care a) bit

(hide and seek)
oh no, you don't care a bit
oh no, you don't care a bit

(hide and seek)
oh no, you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit

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EXCRUCIATING PAIN

this wasn't my intention

not to play with fire

they would say

why didn't i listen?

 

"EXCRUCIATING PAIN" 

~pain i suffered~

The same pain i lived through,

That faithful day,

Where it all began,

How i was broken to pieces,

How i was abandoned,

I'm not abandoned now,

But why ,

The sorrow and memories,

Haunting me,

I tried to run ..

I tried to hide..

I tried to turn and face the reality..

The fact still remains the same..

Reality brings nothing more then pain..

Relive your past ..

A tale told by a fool..

~Happiness never last long ... do they?~

ENCHANTED ~ 50th poem ...

LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM ?

 

CARE FOR ME ?

~ i knew you could see through me ~

~ i maybe a stranger to you ~

~ but please don't deny ~

~ don't live in denial ~

~ you never understood how beautiful you are ~

~ the purest morning dew ~

~ the clearest night sky ~

~ the finest wine in the world ~

~ the loveliest flower in the universe ~

I fell once again

I fell enchanted

I fell gracefully

For your intoxicating scent

Your glimmering pure skin

Your soft and gentle touch

Your twilight moon eyes

Emotions 

Feelings

Love

Like

Care

Affection

Your purest intentions

I'm yours 

Forever and always ...?

YOUR LAMENESS

so ... if the king of a country is 'your highness" .. what do you call a king of porno ? "your hardness?"

Twilight memories

"how do you simply ask of us to delete or execute something that runs within our blood ?"

wee are one...

with our blood..

the words carved deep on my wrist..

are the symbol of you..

slicing through my heart..

and leaving a untreatable wound..

bleeding for an eternity..

i may run out of blood..

and i may run out of breath ..

but how can i run out of your love..

for it stays deep in memories..

all the memories ..

you and i ..

under the dark peaceful sky...

shinning bright stars..

loving eyes of yours..

memories ...

"how do you ask of us to discard people who are carved deeply in our soul ?"

Walls and breath

suffocating ..

the responsible casted upon me..

without understanding my feelings..

i am complicated myself..

entangled emotions..

i need time ..

straighten my path..

but desperate time..

the spotlight on me..

i had to make a move..

please let me breathe..

i need her in my life..

and yet i want her in my life too..

i have my love in stake..

for my emotions to run wild..

not worth the uneasiness..

need time to breathe..

never want to see you cry..

never want to tell a lie..

i love you ..

i like you..

no one understands ...

darren tribute - a poem

poetic version :
a failure,
its all we'll all be,
in the eyes of the world...
they never will realize ,
we are free from chains of burdens...
choices are made without regression...
while the others suffer...
bind by the chain of conscious,
the more burdens they carry,
the more worthless they become..
the illusion they feed on ...
for their own satisfaction,
a process called self retardation ..


original :
some people think that people like us are failures...
what they don't know...
that we can do anything we want...
and they can't...
a bunch of bastards they become...
because of self praising and selfishness...
a process of self retardation ...

P.O.V - Point Of View

*P.O.V*

no one sees in the male's point of view ..

we are forever assholes for simply no reasons at all ...

cause we are emotionless ...

while the females are full of emotions ...

the world points finger at the male ...

indicating its his fault ...

ripping on him on how he never tried and how heartless he is ...

soon you'll feel much better ...

and point finger at me too ...

it ought to happen ...

I'll smile and say goodbye forever to the world and you ...

for i am invisible to you from now on ...

a creature ...

a creep ..

that's all I'm now ...

 forever and ever ...

peaceful twilight night

the large ocean,

concealed with the pain ,

a world in tears ,

I'm alone ,

floating all alone,

starring at the dark sky,

i feel peace,

its calm and beautiful,

the stars are glimmering,

high above the sky,

i want to hold the stars ,

my raw flesh burning;

the pain reassembles freedom,

captured by it's own fate,

blinded its own destiny,

I'm floating on this ocean,

of tears and sorrow,

i will now drown,

i will find shore,

this is my destiny ...

Invisible

I'll be invisible ... 

blend with the darkness..

creeping within me ... 

a creature of the night ...

that's all I'll ever will be ...

from now on ....

I'll be invisible to you...

no more dead butterflies...

no more emotional distress...

I'm not happy...

yet I'm not sad ..

the world would be your strength...

it never see the effort...

a male put in...

the ways he tries to make things better...

the world blames the male...

never try enough ...

"NEVER"

?? 

that is not the question...

but who would know...

I'm not offended...

I'll stay in the darkness..

where i belong..

wanted to cross to the bright world..

but it was known to every soul..

"TABOO"

that's what it was ...

I'll be invisible to the world ...

VISIBLE SCARS

World’s eyes,

Never listen to them..

Never love to trust..

Never trust to love ..

For love is an illusion..

To trap your heart..

And a simple piece of stone..

Destroys your peace..

And crushes your soul..

Broken pieces of mirror..

You can mend it..

But the scars remain …

Can’t be hidden..

Always visible ..

Always will hurt …

~ emonation ~

EMOTIONLESS SPECIES

Words that would kill me,

I would die before I say,

But I had to stay strong,

The world thinks the other way,

Woman is never wrong,

Won’t look over the curtains...

I’m to blame,

Just like how it always been,

I don’t like it,

But it’s how it had to be,

Someday it would make sense,

I’m not worth the pain...

Cause this is who I'll be,

A stone cold emotionless male species ,

To the world ...

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