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Wednesday, March 31, 2010

PHOTOS BY ME

Monday, March 29, 2010

Questions in my mind


Questions in my mind
A lot has happened … hasn’t it …?
It gave me a lot of time to think … I wanted to solve problems
But end up getting more questions …
why do we fall in love … 
what is love … 
what do an individual look for in a relationship …I know my answer for that last question … 
why do I look for comfort … 
y do I make decision rationally and not based on emotions … 
wouldn’t it be fun if I didn’t know what I’m going through … or might go through … 
why did I have to gain this much information and experience in a young age … I’m freakin 16 years old...
Why do a person make mistake … 
why look for temporary comfort … 
why fake an emotion … 
 why strike someone down with simple yet crucial words …
why do we tend to let our guard down … 
why can’t I be immune to sorrow … 
why can’t anyone be immune to sorrow … 
why won’t they listen …. 
When there is a simple way to deal with problems but they choose the hard way … 
why is reality cruel … 
why can’t reality have a good side …
is it because we only witness the bad part of reality and not the good part …? 
Why can’t karma leave us alone? You break other’s heart … you tend to get heart broken 10x the emotional break down you gave to the others … 
why get distracted when we get so far and so close … 
why is love or comfort so fragile ...
is love like snow, where someday it melts ...
why DO I EXIST ?

questions … wanted to solve problems …but end up asking questions …

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

ME



ME FROM THE PAST ... AND PRESENT ...

Monday, March 22, 2010

Different Pathes and Time's Boundaries

throughout the years ,
i missed many of the memories,
they are fading away,
i can feel it,
all i ever wanted to treasure,
time is cruel,
remembering is impossible ,
when there are boundaries,
two friend's paths collide,
but time wasn't a help,
for we separated as fast as we met,
the time traveler can't lie ,
the good moments,
won't stay in my memories forever,
for im not allowed to exist forever,
how will memories do?
good memories fades away faster then painful memories,
but we make new memories ,
we left many places ,
but we left part of us together with the places we left,
its just the beginning ,
cause i seen many ending ,
and the outcome of the endings,
the traveler's mind thinks wide,
he survives with hope,
for hope alone helps him to be who he is ,
his hope of being reunited with theses places ,
and there people he traveled with,
these people who stopped their travels,
he wishes to relive the moments,
he knows he might be forgotten by his fellow travelers ..
time ... cause of pain and pleasure ..
what does it cause you feel..

DISAPPOINMENT - Time Traveler

disappointment ..
i sense tension in the air
but left with no details
disappointment ..
lived with a lot of mistakes
disappointment ..
loving ... not loved
disappointment ..
life's Armageddon is near
would you be smiling when you know the end might be near if you make a single mistake
do you truly believe you'll be able to rise once again
life never been this critical before ..
i have to make a stance ..
with or without you..
with makes me feel more
it would hurt more without you ..
its your decision ..
who am i to make the decisions for you ?
this is part of the time traveler's life ...

Saturday, March 13, 2010

THOUGHTS OF THE DAY


~The fear you ignore the most, Is the fear you will end up trapped in~ Logen Authur Beastly

~Overcoming the truth and moving on with your life needs a strong heart~ Logen Authur Beastly

~people say suicidal people are cowards, but only someone brave can face death and welcome it into life~ Logen Authur Beastly

~tomorrow never comes to you, you go towards your fated tomorrow~ Logen Authur Beastly

~there is no perfect pair, you just meet by coincidence~ Logen Authur Beastly

~when everything stacks up on you and you make mistakes, don’t regret it … just move on … cause the pain is less …~ Logen Authur Beastly

DOTA LAMENESS

EMO VS PEDO RAPER

The Lonely Time traveller

I looked at the sky,
The storm just ended.
Leaving destruction and misery along its path,
I hear cries and mourn of innocents,
While the cruel and evil enjoying their time.
The only comfort they have,
Are they being that’s right beside each other?
I walk through time,
Time after time,
I see the same mortals,
I hear the same human’s cries’
If time doesn’t change the fate,
Who else will?
I walk through time after time,
Winter to falls,
Winter to spring,
I fine no difference in their faces,
Things I witness,
And cruelty I felt,
That they got through together …
Are increasing throughout,
The time I walk through,
Alone without you …