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Thursday, October 10, 2013

Treachery : Bitter Heart




There I stood,
Aware and alive..
In clear sight of her distorting eyes,
Her voice uninterrupted by burst of breeze,
Chilling gust of November,
The deception in her tone,
Pummeled me persistently...
As one of her countless twisted lies,
Rollicked away from her luscious lips,
Carried by the brisk air,
Danced into my ears,
Slicing what left of my battered conscious...

Walk away ! My mind screamed,
Stay , My heart pleaded..

She leaned in to capture my dark lips with hers,
The same lips that was on the other man,
The thought of it itself,
Disgusted the every fiber of my being..
As we parted, 
Her needy eyes attended me ,
Excitingly awaiting my response...

What can I say ?
What should I say..

I wanted to scream, shout..
Grief out the treachery she had inflicted on me...
My heart was ignited by a flame,
Not of fury but of treason..
She came closer once again ..

NO! My mind begged,
Stay ... My heart commanded...

Her arms embraced me ,
I felt warmth comfort ,

THE SAME ARMS SHE HELD HIM WITH ! screamed my mind..
Carrying the comfort you need, whispered  my heart...
MOVE AWAY ! WALK AWAY ! pleaded my mind..
Don't think further , Ordered my heart..

Once again ,
As if it was a repeating occurrence,
I took sides again,
As I separated myself away from her fragile figure,
Without a second thought I whispered,

"I know.." 

As I unconsciously walked away..
Towards a path that I was once again unaware off ..
Each step guided by my delighted mind,
Carrying once again a broken heart...
Away from betrayal towards misery..
Away from her towards darkness ...