this feeling ....
excruciating displeasure i feel ..
the torturing truth it brings,
feeding on my misery,
fueling on my darkness,
deceived by the fade,
the illusions ..
what everyone would kill to gain,
something I'd kill to loose,
why do you indicate ,
the dark fate stalking me,
let me live in denial ..
never show me ..
i want to feel emotions ,
i don't want to be emotionless,
till the day i die,
the best memories i had,
locked away,
the distress it gives ,
I just want to die,
to lie on the bed of eternal sleep,
I don't want to feel this anymore,
no more pain,
no more suffering,
no more hope,
no more love ,
no more ..
NO MORE ....
