Dear December

Dear December,

How you are loved by many ,

Adored by the norm,

How you would carry the year,

To a season of joy and giving ...

Yet as each term passes by,
You would reject me of the season of happiness,

Batter my soul into oblivion,

Imbue loneliness into the pith of my existence,

Drown me in the depth of sorrowed ocean ..

Tormented, I would be left to ...

Assaulted by the sense of belonging,

Dwell me in despair,

Cast me away with no disregards,

All done by an enemy , Invisible to the eyes...

How my heart would turn against me...

Oh my traitorous heart would turn against me ...

Smite me of the little bit of happiness I hold dear to,

Rip away the little bit of warmth exist within me,

As I desperately try to latch on ,

Break me as you would,

Impale me with all you could,

Punt me down, fill me with dejection,

Fuel me with hatred,

Hatred,

vehemence Hatred,

Is all I now feel for you ..

Dear December...